Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Growing personality

People do change with time flies, don't they?

I have seen a photo by contrasting both a kid and an old man - the innocent laugh of the child and the serious face of the wrinkled face. The more you grow, the more things carried upon your shoulder, forcing the creation of wrinkles. People at our age, especially those who has stepped into the working industry, who can always show the most real and innocent face to everybody?? Has you been in the midst of anger surrounding, but still curving your lips into the lovely "smile" shape which expresses courtesy and politeness. Has you been cursing somebody (normally the superior) deep inside the heart but the actual words coming out from the mouth were compliment and exciting exclaimation? How true! How real! We are taught to be polite (especially asians), hardly say no and showing the real self in front of others. It's just so "kurang ajar". For people who has been under education (ajaran), what we should behave is behave yourself!

Sometimes, a lot of the times, I really feel i wanna find my tantrums and throw it to those I was angry with. But my guilt and regret and seft pitiness are always greater than my anger. So I end up in self-blaming and in consequences lowering self-esteem. What's my value? Why I keep doing the stupid idiot mistake? Am I really the dummy?

Well, I really hope I could be more relaxed and put my nerve into the standard mode.

7 comments:

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No shit ppl change when time flies. Ppl get bored reading this and log back into Youtube.

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