Monday, August 31, 2009

On Departing


厌倦了
欣赏沿路风景,
只希望
能走入内层,
窥探并参与其盛。

也是一种奢望??

隐形的翅膀,
我没有。
隐形的存在,
历历在目。

避风港,
还原了我的形态;
又将离开,
走入残酷的茫茫



Fed up of
wandering and peeping along the border
Wish to
enter the core
Taking a real look and
becoming part of it
Isn't it only a wishful thought?

Invisible wings are not with me;
Invisible cloak clings on me.
Get away, I shout...
The cloak is still a cloak,
It says
I am always protecting you
from hurt.

H.O.M.E
returns me my contour
only for temporarily

Departing, again
I see the sneering haze
Marching towards me
Blinding me...

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Same Issue Every Year

So much food, so much waste

ALONG THE WATCHTOWER
By M. VEERA PANDIYAN


There is no real shortage of food in terms of global production but too much of it goes down the drain due to greed and disregard for others.

AS the month of Ramadan enters its first week, I’m thankful for the number of invitations to attend buka puasa dinners with my Muslim colleagues.

The hosts of many of these breaking-of-fast functions are companies run by non-Muslims, reflecting the real Malaysian sense of sharing that transcends religion and race.

The lavish array of mouth-watering food at Ramadan bazaars and hotel buffet spreads are indeed astounding.

But many Muslims, like my good friend Zulkefli Abdul Talib, feel that such abundance is ironic during the holy month when abating one’s appetite should be the right focus.

Ramadan, after all, is not merely about abstaining from food and drink from sunrise till sunset.

It’s more about limiting indulgences and thinking about the unfortunate people who have to struggle for their daily meals.

As he put it, the sanctity of the month is being clouded by the propensity for ostentation and overspending.

“Even when one goes to the nearby bazaar to buy food to buka puasa, the tendency is to buy a lot more than can be eaten. We usually end up with too much, when what is needed to break fast are dates, a drink, some kuih and a square meal,” he said.

But overeating during Ramadan is not something that is peculiar to Malaysians. The Gulf Times, Qatar’s top English newspaper, said in a recent editorial that the rise of food wastage during a month meant for dietary restraints rather than gluttony is a problem faced by all communities. It said the desire to be one-up over others leads to huge amounts food prepared and eaten in small gatherings.

Against such a scenario, perhaps it is pertinent to take note that there are still Malaysians who are on the verge of starvation, and also to reflect on the shocking number of people who die from hunger elsewhere in the world.

Last week, The Star reported that people in Sarawak’s Kapit Division are facing acute food shortage, an obvious consequence of wanton destruction of forests through logging and creation of new oil palm plantations.

The remote Lusong Laku Penan settlement and surrounding hamlets, which can only be reached via timber tracks after more than 10 hours of driving, face shortages of basic foods and clean drinking water. There are some 3,000 people in the area, with young children being the hardest hit by hunger and malnutrition.

Concerned Malaysians, including those touched by lawyer Haris Ibrahim’s blog posting titled: “How many anak Bangsa Malaysia must die before you are moved?” have donated generously, but much of the stockpiled provisions have yet to be sent through because of logistical problems.

A trip by a 10-wheeler lorry from Bintulu costs RM5,000, a three-tonne lorry RM1,500 while delivery by a 4WD-vehicle can cost up to RM700. Other than the satellite phones in clinics and schools, there are no other means of quick communications.

Besides the Penans and other indigenous groups from Sarawak and Sabah, pockets of poverty are still evident among Malays in the east coast.

But our problems are trifling compared with the appalling global statistics on hunger. The stark fact is that starvation kills one person every three seconds. To see the other shocking figures moving in real time, go to: http://www.stopthehunger.com/

Yes, hunger and malnutrition kill between nine million and 10 million people each year, about half of whom are children, while an estimated five billion suffer from protein deficiency and lack of essential vitamins and minerals.

But in terms of food production, there is no tangible shortage in the world.

On the contrary, too much food grown on land created from the destruction of natural eco-systems and a lot of it is being wasted.

Tristam Stuart, a historian and “freegan” (one who subsists largely on food discarded by others), highlights this paradox well in his thought-provoking book Waste: Uncovering the Global Food Scandal.

He says food is treated as a disposable commodity in the developed world, disconnected from the social and environmental impact of its production.

“By buying more food than we are going to eat, the industrialised world devours land and resources that could otherwise be used to feed the world’s poor.

“There are nearly a billion undernourished people in the world — but all of them could be fed with just a fraction of the food which rich countries currently throw away.”

In the United States, about 50% all food is wasted and in the UK, it is a third of it, weighing up to 20 million tonnes. He estimates that the Japanese dispose of food worth about RM357.7bil yearly.

How do we ourselves fare? There are no clear monetary estimates but some 20,000 tonnes of solid waste are currently generated in peninsular Malaysia alone and 45% of this is discarded food.

So, just how much food should be enough for each one of us to prevent others from starving?

Five years ago, when the world’s population was 6.3 billion and global food production was 4.035 billion tonnes of food (cereal, fruit, vegetable, meat and seafood combined) the Food and Agriculture Organisation reckoned that a mere 1.74kg of food per day was all it that was needed for each person to evenly share all food produced in the world.

That is certainly food for thought.

> Associate Editor M. Veera Pandiyan likes this quote by Benjamin Franklin: Mankind, since the improvement of cookery, eats twice as much as nature requires.

Monday, August 24, 2009

Forever Green Party

It was supposingly a fun and warm gathering of secondary close friends. Yes it ended as it was! People change, but I still insist our friendship remains. All of us, no pretending anything, be the most natural self...Laughing...

Besides, the guilt for not having a lot of time accompanying my mum always fills my heart. With this opportunity, inviting friends to my house, I can see, my mum was happy. She IS happy to have them!



Yes, I am happy! I am fortunate, to have you gals...all the way in my life!

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Restaurant Assignment

Assignment, done in MidValley, done in a restaurant...unbelievable? That's it!

Eating out, evaluating, criticizing, that's our job!

Let's take a sip...Cafe Mocha

Firstly, soup / appetizer / small plate:Tomato Bruschetta


Mushroom Soup


Grilled Chicken


The Turk - Pizza with Lamb Toppings

Show time - main-course:
Fettucine MarinaraSaffron Risotto
OZ Meat Pie


Last but not least, the sweet ending:Soft-centre Chocolate Cake with Fresh Cream

Hazelnut Pear Pie with Vanilla Ice-cream

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Hell

Supposingly a peaceful day, no need to attend to kitchen...a normal day, a normal life (lecture, assignment, test, homework...), as a normal student.

Yet, restless sleep haunted me, restless dream: somebody intrudes my room, all my pen run out of ink...life was a mess, everything goes wrong.

In this so-called normal day, I lead an abnormal time arranging...I was so un-used to nobody to really talk to, so un-used to settle my own meal, so un-used to manage my time. When there is free time, I felt sleepy. Many saw me and commented I was in a terrible exhausted look nowadays.

Where is my drive? Where is my motivation?

I was falling...to the hell again.

Early Morning

Getting used to waking up in the morning, before the sun up, enjoying the quiteness of the surrounding...then a brand new day begins...

Getting up early in the morning is something i insist in my life. Maybe affected by my mum, the most diligent woman in my point of view, she's never regarded getting up late is a good practice! Early rise is her daily move, as early as 4-5am...then off she goes to exercise. I am impressed!

Some people ask me, what do you do since you are getting up so early?

"Just do whatever you all do late in the night! And...I wanna catch a glimpse of the first ray of sun light of the day!"

Cheers.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Opening Hamper

Finally we have a time to sit down and opened our hamper!!

Salt, pepper, condiments for various fried rice/noodles and instant mushroom soup are what we got! Anyway, happy getting them!Looking forward to back home sharing those gift with my family: cook for them!!


Kampung girls' power : Nasi Goreng KAMPUNG!!!

Japanese Chusooku

When entering the beautifully decorated dining hall, the soothing japanese music was heard, the cute japanese dolls were seen on the wall...everything was just nice!

It was a mess at first, when customers (especially VIP starts coming)...as a coordinator between the kitchen and service, I was in totally craziness when we found out Set A and Set B were DIFFERENTLY stated for service and kitchen side!! So udon noodles was over made at first but the chicken teriyaki took a very long time to be served. Also, the appetizer - especially maki really need some time to make, it's not as easy as cawan mushi or miso soup which already done before hand...so, the sequence was a problem...

Anyway, everything was fine after a while...I was really happy! Happy that everything was finished serving in the end...Happy that all of us have a great time in preparing the food for our guests...Happy that all the efforts were paid off!

I really did not know why...I found myself happier than that day of competition! I really felt very glad, especially for our kitchen leader, YM and ST. I've witnessed how hard they have prepared all the things, trying a lot of recipe, finding books, purchasing ingredients, discussing about the dishes, cutleries...On the other hand, I believe service crew also endured a hardship in decorating the hall and preparing all the cutleries! I know...all of you really lack of sleep during the preparation...seeing the success, I really DO feel glad for you! Good Job!Although I was not in group of in-charging this event, I feel all of us are in a team...there is no group 1 or group 2 any more! All of us have our part to do, have our role to play, everyone was helping each other! I love the team spirit shown!

Congratulations!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Hours in Kitchen

Working in the kitchen means long hours of standing and heavy loads of works.

Those few past days I was in the kitchen, for almost everyday. And the coming days, I believe, I would not be able to run away from this routine as well.

First, there is no sitting in the kitchen, definitely. Strictly to say, no eating (although curi makan during some free session is a normal scene to be seen). Clean as you go, meaning we have to wash all the time, wash everything we have used right away. Soaking hands in the soapy water is inevitable. Carrying the heavy equipments (all sizes of pot, chinawares...) is never limited as the MALE'S WORK, since the male in OUR kitchen is so rare! Then, hurt/cut/injury is quite common happening in the kitchen. From small cut from the knife, burnt, or even fall on the floor. Kitchen is never labled as a safe place to play around...

Yet, playing around in the kitchen is what we did and do. We do seriously in performing our task. But people working in the kitchen used to be lively, vibrant, happy-go-lucky type. So, not only among our coursemates, even the staffs in the kitchen, altogether, joked, laughed...You can see people laughing while washing the plates, humming songs while cleaning the drain, showing expression of high happiness in testing the food...blah blah blah...

Belongingness is developed within me in the kitchen. I am not feeling cleaning the kitchen is a torturing task anymore. It is tough, I do not deny it. But I regard the kitchen as our studying place, like our house, we are obligated to keep it spick and span. Futhermore, after all have done the work, together, you can always taste the sweetness of co-operation! Helping each other, giving a hand...It's all essential in our future lives, isn't it?

Monday, August 10, 2009

Pictures taken on the Culinary Competition 09

Judges of the day,from left: Chef Muluk, Chef Johari and Miss Cindy Chan

Appetizer: Seafood

Soup: Chicken

Main Course : Fish



Dessert: Asian

Bits on the Culinary Day

So, that's the day...Practiced for 2 FULL days continuously.

Glanced at the clock in the kitchen, once a while...1.20am, 1.45am...back at room, it was 2am...kept on thinking the advices from chef, kept on remembering every step, kept on reminding things to do on THAT day. Doing menu card, printing...searching nutritional info of the dishes...lying on the bed, my mind was occupied with the scenes in the kitchen, stewing the soup, plating the dishes...run here run there, getting equipments...restless...

Hardly opened my eyes when alarm rang, when the clock strike 6.15am. Finally the day has come. Come on...you have a mission to complete, I told myself...

I was trying to relax. Yes I did and I was. All the effort, for today.

I was never comfortable when people watch over me while I was cooking. During the cooking time, I just focused what I was supposed to do. I did not take any notice of what happened around (the other groups, the shooting, the patroling judges...)

Cooking is not my strong point, but when it comes to presentation, then I would be comfortable on it. In the promotion on the dishes, I felt calm and proud of our dishes presented and felt wanna share with everyone on the floor.

Kampung Girls. That's comment from the judges on us. LOL! Anyhow, compliments were given on the dishes and our presentation. Thank you everyone for the support! Especially our dear Chef Kadir and all the coursemates (including Dr. Boo) !!!

Here we go, kampung girls with Chef Kadir!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

A Competition for Learning

I did learnt a lot:

Cooking skill...it was a skill that I've never really paid attention in studying...so really suffering during the training. I have no confidence in my skill AT ALL. Even my hands kept shaking whenever people watching me! I told Chef at about 2am, before the competion: I am scared. I don't have any confidence! Chef Kadir knew my limit, gave me things to remember and encouraged us. Thank you so much!

The competition has injected some passion of cooking to me. At least I will be more careful, more mindful and interested in studying the recipe. I could see thing in a quite different view from the past. I know I have so much to learn, but I would try my best. I know I can do something. Chef Johari commented: Do not have to be the Number 1, but be DIFFERENT! Confidence, is something I really lack of in cooking. I should be more trusting and be more courageos to try out, as i try the other things!

A lot of appreciations. Chef Kadir, needless to say, without him, I could never imagine how horrible the situation would be like. And our course-mates (including Dr.Boo, she was just like one of us!), helped us during the mis-en place (I finally realized how importance mis-en place is, I thought it was nonsence in the first class of Dr Mohhidin)...Their support, both mentally and physically, really touched me! I would never forget how they cheered when the MC annouced the champion!

At least, mission accomplished. At least, I have done something. At least, I did not let them down.


Appetizer, picture taken during practice..Vietnamese Black Fungus Rice Paper Roll with Plum Sauce Served with Saffron Cucumber Pickle and Pamelo Salad on Beetroot


Green Tea Mint Consomme Served with Four-Colors Crystal Dumpling


Steamed Cod Fish with Asian Ginger Sauce Served with Sweet Potato, Sauted Mushroom and Asparagus


Soymilk Konnyaku with Mango Cubes Served with Mango Puree and Yogurt

Friday, August 7, 2009

Take Care of Your Health

Came back from Food Fair 09. Thanks Shuwen for inviting me going with her, or else I don't think I would be going.

The stalls, as heard, only a few. But I could see the professionalism from it. Passing every stall, from nutritional products to favourite fast foods. There are students promoting eagerly, assisting the supplier. The enthusiasm shown (at least in the one hour when I was there) was encouraging!

Few stall really occupied with knowledgable employer to give us good explaination of their products. I admit learning something from it, esp from the Miss Yakult. Lol!

Few thoughts arised after visiting. My health really worrries me. The getting frequent gastric problem really put me into pain nowadays. I have made a promise: avoid strong flavored food, try to find myself the 'healthy' food to eat. But lately, I was always working in the kitchen. The timing of eating was a mess! I really gotta take good care of it. Then, keep myself from worrying too much. Too much pressure would make the matter worse.

I know that...I know that...It's all about applying what I know.

A night of escape

Another night of relax, after the whole day of mess!

Helped out in the kitchen, finding, carrying, arranging the chinawares. But it was fun as our leader, Ida was showing her professionalism in leading. I worked comfortably with the whole service team. Since we have agreed to be one of team, no matter how heavy the plates, we are willing to carry. However, I feel very sorry for Ida...due to the preparation of competition, I have to lack out from some work...leaving the whole team heavier work load to finish, in a situation where they already short of manpower...so sorry about that.

Then, my whole mind was occupied with the competition. The recipe, the ingredients, the method, the schedule of practicing, the theme, the way to present...people say, if you want to get rid of your worries, do something! Take action! So......

Purchasing, here we go! One major step in order to get what we want for the dish!

Jusco was a magical place! Although we have been in the whole day class and mindful of things, once entering it, we feel fresh and cheerful! Is it because of the air-con? The shopping people there? The variety of colorful products? I still couldn't figure out WHY! 3 of us were so enjoying the shopping! We argued, joked, searched, shouted, complaint...Gosh, 3 women indeed can form a pasar!!三條水

Over all, we have done over hundred ringgit shopping. I couldn't describe how satisfied and how joyful I was when I saw all this in the trolley! (something wrong in my mind...not my belongings anyway...)


I guess everyone loves to shop, loves to use money to exchange THINGS back. Just due to the constraint of finance, we tend to limit ourselves, not buying this not buying that...

A night of escape, I would say...Thanks YM and ST!

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Lucky One

Newspaper has published an interview of a couple of Bolllywood fans. Worth to mention, the duo are HongKong-nese! In their wedding, they even opened the Indian music and performed a jaw-dropping Bollywood ceremony in front of all the Chinese attendants! They are crazy about India, very obviously. They decided to have their honeymoon to the place where they have loved so much - India. Then.....

"Did you have fun in India?" Friends were asking when they were back after two weeks.
"India is a place for you to feel, certainly not FUN! There were noisy, dirty, polluted, messy, crowded, congestion...You will surely cherish everything here once you have been there!" It was their reply.

Exactly what I feel!

People like to ask me: "Have fun?" I was always being left in a state of speechless, awkward. "Erm...It's not really fun, but it was a good experience!" It was the most preferable reply I would give. Imagine, I did not really explore India like adventurous Kat, she just rode motorbike from Kolkata to Darjeeling. Or like ShuWen did when she was in Beijing, traveling around besides the staying state. Or like Adele eating the whole Taiwan delicacies and enjoy the beautiful scenery there.

What I have done in my traineeship? What I was quite proud were the Kolkatans. They were so nice, despite of the hostile environment. They showed the enthusiasm in lives. They sang, they danced, they read, they write, they spoke, they shouted. I was happy there, it is true. Although I did not have the FUN which you guys expect, but it was certainly an eye-opening holidays.

I must feel glad and cherish as being an undergraduate although my result was not over 90%, staying in a concrete-built house instead of mud, sitting on a mosaic cover floor instead of cement, clean and smell-less water to drink everyday, air-conditioned cars to travel around, comfortable bed to sleep, personal working/studying place, variety of food choices for breakfast lunch and dinner, got the loan of ptptn so that for temporarily I can spend on what I want for a certain extent of course.

What I have mentioned above is more on material. I should be satisfied. I should always remind myself how rich I am, how fortunate I am. As one chinese saying goes, 快樂不是你擁有的多,而是計較的少。Indeed, happiness is not judged by how much you have owned. Being contented. Get as much as possible to feed your soul, not your stomach.

Keep reminded...I am the lucky one!