自得其乐！

I used to believe, everyone of us has the responsibility to fill up our life with many different colours. We have to make everyday meaningful. Even there is failure, there is some unhappiness...it was the moment to move you one step ahead to success and make you realize to cherish the happy hours...

How to solidify our memory? What if our memories are in liquid or gaseous form? It will flow! Flow away without you have ever realized you had it once...So pay attention to every detail in your life...every little thing would not just happen to be like that, it gives meaning!

Be positive.

Enjoy my own life! (Even if others wont understand my way of enjoyment...)

自得其乐！

A super busy week

This is a week full of team works and organization commitment!

I have been enjoying doing work will all the group members. We were happily doing the cutting, painting, hanging, decorating, arranging...those troublesome stuff seemed before! However, it's good can be working with friends!

I have foreseen this week should be very timeless for me to do other things beside PAP. But still quite worry about my assignment.

Being stressed up, i used to eat a lot to de-stress...at least it will make me feel good for that moment. I do not want that, yet stress conquered me!

Time to Say Goodbye

Chinese new year=Feasting!

I can't help keep stuffing my stomach with lots and lots and lots of things...cookies, especially!
I love cookies, non-stop-eating-journey has been started since the new year eve...my parents are the most responsible tour-guide! My mum is a great cook in making oriental food! Wow, believe me, once gets started, you really can't stop your mouth! But it's very hard to my stomoch, she is suffering while my mouth is enjoying much! Dear stomach, so sorry...I will treat you better, starting from tomorrow...Maybe you need a rest...

My mind also needs a rest. To be with friends one of the best things to be cheered in the new year holidays! My motivation, my drive, comes from them.

Always, my mind is drifted to some where...to where i love the most! Most of the time, i will recall the times when i enjoyed the most. My beloved sea, surf, turtle...i miss all those things. Emptiness, this is what i feel nowadays in my heart. The happiest moment, the most contented moment, when can i see them again, feel them again?

How many things and person should i say goodbye? I enjoy to be alone, turning on the music to the loudest, imagine those things i love the most...kind of meditation, i guess.

What you imagine to be, you will be that! Is it so? Say goodbye to the old, unmotivated myself, welcome the new yet full of energy and confidence me!

Try everything. Never afraid! Face everything with the widest smile!

the impact of working to me

Start counting, i have been working for one month at chinoz. It's an fresh and good experience for me, no doubt. But i have to admit working while studying beyond the home town has much changed my point of view and some habits.

Thrift = Stingy? Ever since i worked, i feel every single 10cent coin has its value, which i often ignored in the past. After working, i know each cent was hard to earn. I have to support my own living cost at hostel while staying at college. No more pocket money from dad. No more delicious, scrumptious, nutritious and most importantly, FREE mum cooked meal. Everything is money, money and more money. Money is vital!

So, i have learnt how to save money...Bring lunch box of bread to work. Never bring wallet while 'shopping' during lunch break. If still need some food to satisfy satiety, go to shopping mall to TEST those food sample. Eat only vegetables and rice at economic rice stall. Take UPM commuter bus instead of RapidKL.

Am i really lack of money until have to be that extent? Actually, personally think saving money is everybody's responsibility. Thrift is a moral value. Only then, we can use those we saved to do more meaningful things. What is meaningful to me? My family comes to my priority. Then, to satisfy me, nothing is better then traveling! To spend money in traveling in those places i fancy so many years is worthy! To be a traveler is always my driving force in doing everything! Financial, knowledges, appearance, mental and physical strengths...all of these are to be upgraded keenly!

Next, working makes me valuing time more! Once i read from a book, a busier person can accomplish more things. Hopefully i can strive in this busy yet contented period.

I need motivation. Working is a motivation. I keep reminding myself how crucial study is since i have seen the working reality. Education no doubt plays a significant part in promotion and salary besides experience.

However, it's tiring especially i have to prepare tests and activities in school. Regard it as a challenge...i can make it, can't i?

Count down of going home : 13hours!

One week break is coming!!!

The long waiting friday is finally arrived!!! There is a festival called Good Friday, to me, today is my Good Friday, after a week of stress and hassle.

This morning, yimiao and i went to bakery to make the final frosting of our cakes. It was the first time for all our group members to make a proper cake. 5 types of bakery we were supposed to make: choc fudge cake, fudge cake (light), choc coconut candy, American choc cake, choc brownies...

Well, everything comes smoothly. I feel so relaxed, carefree...only thing is tomorrow have to go out by 7am, start working at 8am...there will be a function held at chinoz. Gosh, must be a busy day tomorrow!

Anyway, the test is finished. I am not satisfied with my performance on halal food and food preparation paper...I think i should study harder in order to get better result.

Now, one week break! It is the time for family and friends reunion! It is also a time for me to catch up some subjects...

Let's be a high achiever!