Let's be courageous, Ting and Hwa

Another Monday is coming!

After 3days of non-stop eating and playing, i feel more motivated to plunge into my studies rather than the enthralment of non-stop making fun! As the eldest sis, i can always find motivation from my 2 younger sis, i have to always set role model for them. I always want to share my joy with them.

However, i realized my temper is always not good. I can be irritated easily due to small thing. It is really important for me to ease down, take everything easy...so, dear sis, if i have thrown tantrum to u all please forgive me and please remind me for the next time, if any...

It's time for us to study hard and do what are we supposed to do...let's hold your head high and face any challenge ahead!

Welcome, my dear sis!

Today is the day that we planned for so long! Hwa is coming to have her trip here! so happy!

Hehe!Today, i suddenly found my laptop can be used as normal again...weird...but it is a surprise! Today is such a nice day, enjoyable...We went to sing Karaoke at Green Box Balakong. 3 of us have the common favourite songs and our keys are about the same. So, we all taking picture, recording our performance...2 words can describe all : shiok sendiri! haha!

It's so nice together with both my dear sis. we enjoy the singing, shopping, eating "paper wrapped chicken" and laughing all the way! Couldn't help, we were so happy!

Tomorrow is another enjoyment. Wish hwa has a memorable trip here!

Enjoying campus life!

It's the coming of weekend, again! Lovely weekend, without the burden of tests...

Last night, we have a late night celebration for the August babies and of course, the achievement of our College Badminton Team! We were having cakes and all kind of bakeries you could name it, believe me...There are mountains of them! Thanks fred! We were having fun, got the badminton racket on hand to have few fun strokes...until 2am, the security thought we were too noisy and chased us away for the reason disturbing the others...

Slept over 3am, this morning, still in the sweet lullaby, the phone rang! "Shilei, come to join the Family Day!" I tried to sound cheerful, "Ok, give me 10minutes!" With a rush for the toiletries, i went to the field.

Wow, so happening! Again, we were warmed up by the dancing aerobic led by Abg Ehsan and Faisal...wah, it has been such a long time i havent been dancing with them! This morning, i really really have fun! Then, it was the grouping and the activities begins!

Balloon war, egg throwing, bricks moving, dice playing...fun, fun, fun! Then it's my favourite event, tug and war! It was my first time involving in it! Our group, DESPARATE UNDERGRADUATES, cheering, "poppye the sailormoon, PULL PULL!" i was the first tugger...wow, it's really hard! i used to think i am strong enough among the girls, but so funny, i was being tugged away intead of pulling! haha! my legs almost cramped, my hands are hurt and i was almost "eating the grass"...anyhow, we lost but we tried desperately! Again, having a lot of fun!

Now i realised, the weekends can be so happening and cheerful!
Enjoying campus life!

Win vs Lose

Again, our national shuttler Lee Chong Wei defeated his dangerous opponent, Lee Hyun-il (Korea) in the semi-final match! It was an exciting moment...at least, one Olympic medal is sure on hand!

Whatever the result is in the final, i was so enjoyed in following the badminton matches from the start in the Olympic. Playing badminton, esp when you meet a almost equal level opponent, it is a mental game! A mate told me, whoever playing, he/she is nervous and afraid of the opponent. The key to success is depending who has conquer his/her fear. As the famous saying goes, "the biggest enemy is always yourself!" Well, i agree.

Let's see those failed in the games...the world is so realistic...We all like triumph, focus on the high achiever. The failure is always being conspued, or forgotten. If you win, many will embrace you and thumb up at your performance, including those never know u at all! On the contrary, many will turn their head away, left the loser alone, facing his/her failure with a great bunch of regret without any sympathy...

This is life! That's why the great, the rich, the famous are always the centre of focus...the so called "friends" are countless...

So i always tell myself, do not comparing oneself with the others. Everyone has different strengths and abilities, so as flaws! What i expect from myself is, expand my strentgh which is gifted my parents and explore more, develop more...increase my curiosity and desire to discover...by the way, don't waste my life!

Aza Aza Fighting!

Fergie's Finally is lingering now...Finally...anyway, our final match has over. We...LOST!

Very sorry to say, i was, again, contributing to the loss againt k6. 2nd time, met with our traditional opponent, still, i was unable to conquer my own fear. I still cannot perform well in the court, in front of k6.

Anyway, the end of the tournament means the commencement of my another new chapter! I have to say, i really really appreciate our teammate! We love each other! Every encouragement, every pat on the shoulder...it's sincere!

Ok, still have 2 test papers to take tomorrow. Caffeine will be my sincerEST mate tonight!
Gambateh!
aza aza fighting!

end the last chapter...

blank...unsure...wish him all the best...happiness...

i dunno what should i feel, just feeling a bit lost...

many of the times, i would recall those sweet memories...even now, almost everyday, the image still often silhouetted in my mind...

let bygones be bygones...wish everyone all the best...i shall find my way of life...it's no use to looking back...

it's time to keep all those beautiful pictures into my album nicely...then,close it...

a new chapter shall begin...

Mark your life

very unusually, now i am still awake...(1.50am)...

We won! Our college team just finished our semi final badminton match. Now we are moving into the final, which is tomorrow (more precisely, today) 5pm. I have been enjoyed so much in the tournament...we have come so far, we have reach here...as last year, the moment of the final match is still fresh in my mind...i was the last single, playing the determining last game, the struggling, the sportmanship, i will never ever forger...

again, history is going to repeat. we still, facing our traditional opponent, kolej 6, who would be the winner? everything is unknown...

anyway, at least we have accomplished our mission - moving into the final...

I can say i am so enjoyed all through the tournament. As if I have found myself, I used to be as active person...due to real life pressure, i have been captivated in the cage. Only sport, i found the exit and escape! I don't want it to be finished...to end...in the tournament, i met few more new friends, hopefully we could continue our friendship via playing badminton in the free times! Looking forward to it...

Having the enjoyable, memorable life!
Mark your life!

Restart from the Scratch

Stuck! In the midst of notes, books...i am still not ready, to study...

2 tests were over in the past 2 days. I have to admit, my mind is somewhere else. I want to go work and travel in USA. There are a few orders lately, but i still have to worry other things, the budget......my life has never been systematic, always chaotic. I run away, from all the problems. I turn to sleep, whenever there is troubles. I look for food to crunch, to chew, to swallow, whenever there is unwanted things to do...

Now, it's time to sit down...take out the old pencil, list down those things needed to be settled. Organize my life, before it turns to a real mess! Re-Start from the scratch!

Badminton

Again, we won! Our College moved into semi-final!

I played 3rd single, the key player for the match...i was very lucky in this tournament so far, the victory always stands beside me. Thank God!

We are a team. I enjoyed the cheer from the crowd, yelled my name and gave me support continuously! Thanks to everyone of kolej14! You all are just the best! I promise i will humbly improve my skill and follow your guidance, try my best and focus on every game!

Flashing back...when i was about 5 y/o, dad always brought me to the badminton court to see their game. Then i was always playing at the side, enjoy myself. Then, mum always played with us in front of the house in the evening, when there were not so windy...Sweet memory...

Then, in my Form6, i knew a bunch of guys who played badminton regularly. I became one the member...although i was not really as good as them. However, it was my best time to practice and enjoy! The friendship...everlasting, i wish. Just wondering, when could all of these old friends gather and play the game again? When is the 'next time'? I do really miss the old days...maybe, now, everyone is different, with different skill...but who cares? The most important thing is ENJOY THE GAME!

I will try my best in the coming match...wish me good luck!

Create the magic of your own!

Just watched the movie, Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium. It was a great movie, i like magic! Magical world, is what i expect in my life!

Magical, different people will provide different annotation. To me, as the Randy Souders' picture, it's a quiet courtyard, peaceful lane, quaint little shops, friendly neighbours......you know, Mr Magorium owned a toy store, or more specifically, it's a magical store! If you believe, that's it! I don't want the little magical world in my heart gone! Keep the faith! I believe, in someday, i will find my own magical emporium, or am i already in it? i guess......

single room

i am glad last semester i was determined to change myself into single room in the hostel. It's in the 5th floor...well, no lift...still i think 5th floor is the cleanest and most beautiful scenery could be seen. so, a nice place! i like to be at the room, alone. reading novel, scratching something on a piece of paper, decorating my board in room, turning on the music to the loudest, even singing to the highest pitch i could reach!

i really think everyone should have a privacy space of his/her own. this is a space where to yell out those accumulated feelings! One person can never be happy all the time, though he/she manage to hang the ear-to-ear smile all the time! Mood is something bestowed to human beings! i always believe there is a need to tidy up/sort our our moods. Diary is always my way out.

anyway, i am doing good now! to all my friends and beloved family, i am back (from the blue sky...)