green box

i like to sing! i like to perform in front of all people! you can say, my desire for performance is always strong, strong, strong.......

finally, we have realized our promise, going to sing k together!

it's fun! enjoyable!

i love you all, gals!

the dark knight

finally, dear cv has finished his last chemotherapy! congratulations! i am so glad to hear this news! and he was so sweet coming back with us and even went to watch the new blockbuster-the dark knight at tgv, the mines!

embarassingly admitted, it was my first time watching movie at the mines...hehe...anyway, i have tried something new again, one step forward!

talking about the movie, batman, as usual, charming yet mysterious prince...the hero. however, the storyline was too long for me...it was freezing in the box office! i felt i was a snow man...icy...there is always about a good man turning into a bad guy, after losing everything (if love and dignity are the so called 'everything')

yeah, why we want to be nice and good? because we are human. we have our identity. we have our family and friends loving us and we do not want to disappoint them! i have read one quote: how to determine what is right and wrong? the answer: what u dare to do in front of your parents or let them know is the right thing.

so, what if we lose our parents and all dear friends around us? i guess: we won't care! do whatever we like...maybe in this situation someone will jump out and talk about the importance of religion, the faith...

anyway, back to normal lives. i believe we should always cherish everything around us, losing something could mean gaining other things if viewing from the different angle. so, make your life meaningful by cherish everything...first of all: yourself!

can i take it easy?

i am a person, constantly live in the expectation of people...resulting now, frustrating and can't even decide what to do...

it is you, encourage me to take the exam...in the midst of very hard studying, now you told me don't involve in the business while being a student.

i have been creating so many beautiful imagination of being able to leave behind the pure student life, now it was shattered! the shattering picture haunted me...it's like break a dream cruelly...i was so naive, i was so......................stupid!

too sentimental, too emotional...want to be perfect, perfectionism?

well, take it easy, shilei!

no use to cry

VIRUS! it has been invaded my computer!
now, gone! everything! my precious memories, my pictures...there are the places when i visited, there are pictures of my cooking lab, there are pictures of my journey of taste buds, there are a lot...

there is no use to cry over the spilled milk. human, are made to look forward, not backward. what has happened are meant to be happened.

take it easy...

well, only thing can do--format my laptop...again, my baby has to be re-set memory...sorry...

Focus now

Nowadays my story will be lingering around Carousel. Non-stop working, everyday(though sometimes it was only 4 hours), it squeezed up my energy.

Every morning, in the break of dawn, while i enter the restaurant, my face will automatically light up “thirty-three" (smiling face, dun believe? try to say it out 'thirty-three' for 3 times). Facial expression does help in lifting up your mood! Once you have conveyed the friendly message, the others will appreciate (normally). That is how the two way communication happens.

Being interact with different kinds of people is fun! I usually will first hand out my friendship, regarding everyone around is my friend. I cherish my friend. So working undoubtedly full-filled my desire of making a lot of friends! Especially in the service industry, hospitality is a must. So i am as if lingering around the friendliness. However, i believe the so called "friendship" is very superficial. Wanna have tighter knot? it requires the devotion of both parties.

Enjoy every moment. Focus on everything you are doing now, to minimize the opportunity of regret...

Thanks my friendS!

study and working

Working, working...

Nowadays my life is almost all committed to work. In the early of morning, not even the break of dawn, i have to travel to work in the pitch dark. Then, having my service task...I like to give service to people. I can feel the satisfaction of keeping good relationship with people.

How should the life be? I don't know. I know i like the service job, however it should not be my permanent career prospect...

Just checked my last semester result, not bad. In fact it was my best result ever! Feeling glad about it. Why shall I do? I don't know...Getting good result means i should not give up my studies now...

Someone, i need some guidance...

Wesak Day

Wesak Day, first time i was helping out at chinese temple.

I am not a Buddhist, so it's quite weird before entering the temple. Anyway, it was good to have something to do, compared to idling at home.

I am a home lover. Yet sometimes i feel hard to have fun communication with my parents. Sometimes i feel there is a gap between us, i know it is generation gap, so called. However it should not be there! I always love to live in the peaceful and harmonious environment...like dear kitty's world. Oh, that's my dream. Sometimes, having some adventures, and being so innocent and cute and adorable all the time! Haha!

Well, let's have faith! I will build my Kitty's world!